"... a change is not a change...
... when things are different but you feel the same..."

I am seriously spending too much time at work. Thinking that by occupying myself with tons of things to do would make me feel better about myself which on the contrary, I feel stagnant and oblivious. I spent at least 14 of hours at work and 7-8 hours of sleep to regenerate which leaves me a balance of 2 measly hours which I try to make most of it by fulfilling my social life if not recreation. I feel like I am on the verge between losing my sanity to the infamous zombieism.

I NEED A GOD DAMN B R E A K

The only great thing I am looking forward to is my trip. One of the many things I wish for is finally coming to a realization.

The land of the rising sun.

Being said, I will die a happier man.

At the mean time, I need to do something drastic with my life. To relinquish myself. Relish my primal carnal sadistic inner masochist ahbeng self and realize all my dreams.

... but hell...

Where should I start?


j0nb

p.s: need to revamp the site. this dull blog is demoralizing. Brushing up my photoshopping skills and make this one eye candy ^_^V