"... it's been awhile...
... cause it has never stopped... "

I feel wanted, and torn apart...

I feel great yet tired...

I feel loved and hated...

I feel high at the same time I'm down...

What am I contemplating about? I have taken each day as a great blessing. I had fun. I have a life. Does not even matter if its on a bad or a good side of it. Oh what the hell, it's just one of those moments when you reminisce about what you have been through and you look back at it and find it extremely surreal. The flashbacks, the peak of the moment.

Self-actualization. And I do know what I want...

A tattoo on my birthday and a bloody I-phone so I can keep my intimate contacts.. ha ha ha.

Yes... I'm predictable.

j0nb