"... when things shouldn't happen..
... it will... "

It was really bad. It ate my sanity. I have let myself down. The guilt, never knew it hurt so bad.

My appearance within my current peers have caused much disaster. I ruined, I destroyed and I vanquished the stability of the common practices. In the efforts of making other people happy, I have made "other" people mad. And when you think you could please both worlds, I can't.

I have made really great friends, I have exposed myself to new things and I have made many huge mistakes in the process. Once again, another lesson deemed unnecessary.

I plead guilty for,

... being there for someone when I should not be.

... being secure and mature when it is none of my business.

... being funny and kind when it is not my job.

... being sincere and honest and not letting anyone know.

... being here...

My existence is such a pain in the ass and I totally believe, I am a drama addict.


j0nb