"...when lying is working...
...working is lying..."

The moment of truth never really existed whilst in the midst of only believing what you wanted to see. You were sitting there, hoping clashing of glances, mixed feelings and display of fake emotions and yes, we have managed to lie. We need not care to whom we were lying to, someone, ourselves. In the spur of the moment, we chose the best course of action is to be what we are not in avoidance to being judged, the prejudice and the ambiance of uneasiness.

Is it worth it?

This does not seemed to matter when you know deep down inside, the suffocation of truth consumes you. The demise of integrity, leaves you empty and shallow, filling the void with falsehood of surreal facts.

Is it worth it?

I suppose... hard work... pays off.

j0nb