"... forgive and forget...
... forget about forgiving... "

Your pride halts you from rational perspective of understanding the answer behind the reason. You proceed in giving yourself an explanation to justify given facts to obtain the truth in which is emotionally acceptable for you. And finally what you achieve in the end is denial compositions in which, you manipulate your reasoning to attain a logical sense of things, in your very own point of view.

Complex

I'd say "... forget it and accept it and move on..."

Trust me, it makes you and I a happier person.


j0nb

"... men need what they do not want...
... but want what they do not need..."

I realize that this statement might not be entirely true. I believe that we all measure things differently. I might not be able to gauge the importance this is to you, but it does not mean I can stop you from doing whatever you see fit. With that, whatever floats your boat, floats mine.

Haven't seen her for awhile, but it seemed like yesterday. Now curly hair; aggressive. Drink and dance. Underneath that shell though, I sense naive, denial. Grown to be a fine woman, I tried a different approach and accept her new found mentality.

The night ended, and it's time to go. The quiet journey back to her place allows me to see her stripping the hard coat. That is when I found another victim of the world. Not knowing what to do and where to start, how it happened and why...

I could not help her, because she might not or will not understand.

I could not help her, because I might not or won't understand.

It's a phase... whatever makes you happy ^_^


j0nb

"... calling out...

... to the Penang island..."

Was listening and singing along to the King of Convenience- Cayman Islands. If you have never heard of them is fine... so did I, until someone slap it on my face long time ago... yeah yeah... they are not bad:P

I managed to squeeze in a holiday trip for myself during my week off, all thanks to my chubby friend. Can't say I did not enjoyed it. Can't say I did either. Perhaps it was partly work and hardly play... but meh... I'll let you all be the judge from the snaps below^_^

The first picture taken the moment I got there... Queensbay Mall. Can't figure out what does those angels have to do with mall. Weird theme.

My job scope involves sitting in Dome all day and acting pretty, and of course enjoying my fav... hearts you baby~!!Dome's outlet manager
... and Starbucks. I love my coffee thank you...
... 'nuff said... not only in Mumbai trust me...
~opps.. he did it again...
The event
+
The job
+
The cast
... whilst occupying ourselves to retail therapy. Working can be pretty boring...
... not too bad on the first day.
... we decided to go on a road trip on the second day; feels like I'm not in Penang at all.
... and how much people boast about their food. Urgh, I'm not amazed.
The injured victim who was unable to work on the second day...
Photo sessions for remembrance.
Why she does that I really don't know.
... all I wanted was some peace...
but of course... I did manage to find the love of my life in Penang, in which made me a happier man in the end...Who's that unlucky girl you might say...

...

j0nb

"... birthdays is to remind you...

... that you are a better swimmer than the rest of the millions..."

Another tribute to my alter ego.

I hoped he had his fun.
I hoped he likes his Euphoria moment.
I hoped he likes diversified company.
I hoped he likes his Vodka Coke.
I hoped he likes the racist jokes in SS2.
I hoped he likes raiding 7-11.
I hoped he likes his after-party.
I hoped he likes his Shotgun Special Brew.
I hoped he likes drunk driving with GPS navigation.
I hoped he likes his "happy" with a lot of alcohol.

I hoped he is happy... on his birthday... my good friend...

... smile, you're on candid camera...
... great things comes in pairs...
... instead of you, I got my present:P...
... so did Matt...

So now... what else do you wish for? Another birthday perhaps:P


j0nb

"... a thousand mistakes...
... one forgiveness..."

No, this is not about doing anything wrong. This explains the imbalance of the common beliefs and the shortcomings of fairness and just. There is no equality... never have... and never will be.

The only one day I pay my dues to you... of the rest of the 364 days of instability in which I believe it was appreciated.

This is a tribute to you ...

Standing ovation to the wonder woman
The way to a woman's heart is through a crazily priced and romantic restaurant
Euphoric settings that will wanna make you rather orgasmic rather than hungry.
... not to mention it comes with a water spitting fountain

A portion which is only fit for 1/4 of my stomach
... and here comes the dessert. Always... always get dessert. "if you don't want them to nag at you after dinner:P"

Happy Birthday to you Bejim:)
... now go clean the dishes:P...

j0nb

"... tainted milk...

... is always new cheese..."

Here comes the time of recollect. I have managed to obtain serenity throughout a week of inactivity. Things were pretty eventful for the past 3 months and I was about to think that I would finally cave in. Maybe I needed it. Maybe I'm used to it. Maybe it have to happen.... maybe.

Repetitive... same occasions, different people. This truly justifies the reason for us to have resolutions every end of the year. Therefore I refuse to commit myself to the norm and hoping for some niche differences for any time to come. I am everything, but contented.

But I guess everyone will change. I remember how I used to disagree with my very first girlfriend that people don't change. I was wrong. They do change, or should I say evolved, through the personal experiences, knowledge acquired in order to better survive in the society. Even so, I feel different, think differently, act different and thus being... indifferent. Because I believe that deep down, you're just the same old milk from the same old cow.

That is still the same Jon behind that stupid mineral mask and a very expensive facial.


The same Jon behind the vivid graphic...
The same Jon after shedding his skin...

... why the hell I went and do that? Oh well... resolutions :P


j0nb